Linkin Park - Given Up Lyrics Meaning

From my own experience this song is about someone who suffer from extreme mental pain..i suffer from a mental disorder called severe social anxiety and panic attacks. it has ruined my life in every way..this song explain my thoughts perfectly..

waking in a sweat again
another day been laid to waste
in my disgrace
stuck in my head again
feels like i'll never leave
this place
there's no escape

i'm my own worst enemy

this verse pretty much explains how i feel when i stuck in my home alone as i'm too scared to go out and interact with people in society.. but from deep down i know that i want to live a happy normal life but my anxiety avoid my own happiness..therefore i'm my own worst enemy..

i've given up
im sick of feeling
is there nothing you can say
take this all away
i'm suffocating tell me
what the f*** is wrong with me

i have given up and i would rather to die than living a lonely miserable life without any social interaction with other people..
i ask from myself whats wrong with me? why i can't be normal like other people? sometimes i feel like suffocating..i feel so empty inside my heart and want to suicide..

i don't know what to take thought
i was focused but i'm scared
i'm not prepared

i hyperventilate looking for help
somehow somewhere and no one care

i have been told my family about my problem but no one care so i'm living with this disorder without any medication..

GOD!!!!
put me out of my misery
put me out of my misery
put me out of my
put me out of my f****** misery

i ask from god why didn't he create me normal? it's hard to explain..i have lost so many things in my life..i have no real friends..i never had a boyfriend as i cant make eye contact or talk with opposite gender..i have never been happy in my life..i'm waiting for the end of my life so i can put myself out of this extreme misery..

i wrote this interpretation from my heart..this is how this song meant to me..i can relate to almost any Linkin park lyrics as i see there's some connection with my depressive feelings..i sometimes listen to their music and cry alone..