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Feb 3rd 2019!⃝I listen to this song many times and it does not say whats she tries.
The secret I get is the hotel California reference, a song about trying to get off Heroin. Going to rehabs, wherever, the addiction is still there.
I believe she struggles with drug addiction, but I also believe she wins the fight. But that is not to say that the addiction does not come back, and go again.