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Dec 3rd 2016!⃝While many people seem to think it's about soldiers or Jeff the Killer, I disagree. I think it's a broken love story. Let's look at the first verse:
"I look inside of myself and try to fund someone else, someone who's willing to die as to watch you crying for help" I find this line to mean that the person this song is talking about it heartbroken, but doesn't want to kill himself over it. As the first verse continues, he mentions killing someone, who we will get to later on. He wants to go too heaven despite the crime he wishes to create, or that he did do. His grave well never be filled if he doesn't kill the person who broke his heart.
Second verse: I feel like he's beginning to doubt the decision to kill, but near the end, he decides that it's the necessary choice.
Third "verses": "another life goes into the night, I couldn't let you breathe cause I didn't want to die" "can you hear me as I cry? I couldn't let you live cause I didn't wanna die. " Hrs talking to his victim in the second, and in the first, he's speaking to him after his victim is dead.
Chorus: the biggest decider.
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
No I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to
Blood is getting hotter, body's getting colder
I told you once I'm the only one who holds her
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to
He obviously didn't want to die,but thought that it wad necessary. From this and the verses, it's safe to say that he's taking about a girl that broke his heart, but this is not his victim. His victim is the man that took het from him. He thinks that she's not happy with him, and wants to help her. "I told you once I'm the only one who holds her". Though he's not helping her. After he kills the other man, we're not sure what happens, though I believe that she grieved for the man he killed. Devastated that he hurry her, he's free to kill himself now, though that idea can't be proven. That is the case if he actually killed him, which might not have happened. We seen his lapse of doubt, so he easily could have spared the other man's life, maybe killed himself, or moved on. We'll never know for sure.
