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Jan 5th 2012!⃝That the relationship she is in is barely a relationship at all anymore, it's a shadow of what it used to be.
It hurts to know how beautiful it was and how she wishes it could still be like it was then.
Despite all hope she knows it will never be the same again, and she is screaming on the inside as she feels stuck/torn.
She still loves her man dearly, but it's not enough to just love and to not feel anything, to not feel alive inside anymore like how they used to be 'alive' together.
Because she is still in love with him, she doesn't want to end it just because she's not feeling as much anymore, but at the same time, she is screaming for more passion and love from her man, and he gives less and less, as if she is the only one that is fighting to hold this relationship together. Holding on how he used to be with her.
She keeps thinking about breaking it off, and what life would be like without him, but she is not strong enough to ever do it, because she still feels too much for him and wants it to fix it's self and work out eventually. Waiting for him.
