I could go back to every laugh
But I don't want to go there anymore and I
know all the steps up to your door
But I don't want to go there anymore

She's in love with someone whom she once had, or someone she used to have around. However, it seemed like they were only playing a game going nowhere. She states that she could go ahead and make things right with him, but she's fed up of doing it.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find

She wants the guy she likes to find out all by himself what went wrong in their relationship.

I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
to call your name
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain

She's not closing her heart to that guy, but she wants to have a "cool-off" with him. She is tired of what their relationship has been facing. She is tired of having her doing all the efforts. She is still hoping that for once the guy would do the effort this time... and she is hoping that he would come back to her, and the way they were before.

I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don't want to have to go that far and I
I've got you down, I know you by heart
And you don't even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
Don't wait for the sky to clear

CHORUS

I've watched you so long
screamed your name
I don't know what else
I can say

But I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
for all these games
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain

I could go back to every laugh
But I don't want to go there
anymore..

She is simply saying that she is the one who keeps on doing the efforts and the one who plays her part in their relationship. She doesn't want to do that anymore, she wants him to do it this time.